Tomorrow will be the last day I spend in Australia, before I start a new life in Samoa. Last night I was at a constant battle with myself, which lead to me believing that I had made the wrong decision to leave. I thought about my Family and friends and it began to dawn upon me, am I leaving for the right reasons? I then began to think as to why I made the decision to leave and I realised that ever since I was a young girl, I've always dreamed of becoming a student at Brigham Young University Hawaii and moving to Samoa will help me achieve that dream. When my dream of 1 day going to Disneyland came true, I knew that dreams can become reality if you work.
But anyway there will be so much that I will miss about here. Moving to Hong Kong wasn't as hard as what I'm feeling now. Maybe because I knew that when my brothers contract in Hong Kong was over, that I would return to Australia. This time, its different. This time, I know for a fact that I won't be coming back and so last night became sleepless. I dwelled upon my many memories here. Memories with family, memories with friends and memories growing up. Over these past couple of weeks I built up so much hate for this place, that now I realise, its not the place that I dislike, its 1 person in general that is making me hate this place. But overall, whats done is done.
Sydney, Australia. A place I called home since I was 4 years old, is not a bad place. But in my mind I had created a world that was unbearable to live in. And then I decided yep, I need to move. So now with that out of the way, I hope that you will tune into my blog monthly, as now that I will be moving to a country where internet is very limited. However, I will try and update my blog twice a month, with pics, if possible.
